Crystal Cafe

Fan art showing Ichigo Mashimaro character Itou Chika smoking a cigarette and listening to music
2022-07

Discovered Crystal Cafe, an imageboard for women. It’s a lot more interesting than I expected, but unfortunately not very active.

The terminology on the site is quite unique. I would be lost without the Urban Dictionary. The images they post are all in such an excellent taste that I will have to browse through this again to save the best ones.

https://crystal.cafe/x/res/2475.html “Female Creep Thread”
Pure gold. Guess I’ll need to sleep, damn.

I recorded a guy’s voice during lecture for several months, then edited it to make him say stuff like “You look good today.”

i pretty much stalk everyone i think is kind of cool something is genuinely wrong with me like i feel like i HAVE to gather as much information about them as i possibly can, and then i get tired of them and move on to the next person

When I was 16 I was obsessed with my English teacher.

I would work extra hard on my English assignments because I melted whenever he praised me. I used to sit in his class and fantasise about him beating me up and kidnapping me and just sort of keeping me.

Eventually I moved on to my maths teacher. And then our year head.

Also I stalked a man twice my age big time. At one point he sheepishly admitted to me that he had a stupid web comic from the early 2000s and I had to pretend like I didn’t find that and his mother obituary from 1997

i go to a coffee shop every weekend because i know this cute guy goes there at the same time. i have never spoken to him and never will, kek. i just take creepshots of him and sometimes order the same thing he gets.

a 24 oz flat white with caramel.

Not sure what’s happening to me. I wonder if this is how moids feel on a daily basis. Every time I go out in public I fixate on all the cute guys and how absolutely gorgeous they are. Especially their hands and forearms. Men have such fucking scrumptious hands and arms and they don’t know it. God I’m so weird. I keep picturing these guys in my head days after seeing them, and thinking about how beautiful they are in their own ways. God I really appreciate how beautiful male biology can be. I think if I weren’t asexual I’d be a promiscuous lol.

i also made a few magic rituals/jars with dead animals (poultry) and menstrual blood, normal blood, spit, bodily fluids etc. Kabbalistic/golden dawn venusian planetary invocations, and other stuff i dont remember. they worked for a while but i was too lazy to keep doing them

damn, where do I begin? Well, I keep a file of dox information of pretty much everyone I meet on discord, all information they give to me willingly, but I keep track of it all in case they ever wrong me. I also cyber stalked a guy I had a crush on when I was back in highschool. Ive made alot of alt accounts on various websites to spy on people and keep track of them saying things about me. Even going so far as to interact with people who have blocked me and talk about myself with them without them knowing it’s me. Oh and one time while this cute coworker was taking a nap in the breakroom I took some pictures of him. Actually I’ve done this to strangers I thought were cute a few times too. Oh and whenever someone is in a vc with me and turns on their video I immediately take a screenshot and add it to my dox file.

i feel guilty because my creep behaviour is towards a girl and not a moid. i get obsessive with pretty girls a lot in general

At the same time I almost wish I was someone worth obsessing over like this.

im glad im not the only one. there is this one girl that ive been obsessed with graduated from my school last year. my ex boyfriend left me for her and ive been collecting information about her ever since… i feel like such a creep im ngl. i have photos, socials, literally everything i can. i stalk socials that i am not blocked/havent blocked her on. christ i have her spotify and am always checking what shes listening too… its weird i know. i just want to be like her. no other man has liked me before and i was still replaced by someone else.

recently i took a picture of a guy who goes to my school without his knowledge and sent the photos to a friend of mine, and i thought that was creepy. this board has given me a completely new perspective